沉迷 Complete Obsession

他把电脑打开。 为的只是看着桌面上的照片。也许那是他每天觉得最幸福的事情。

他自认一无所有，能够得到安慰的就是从桌面上那张她的照片;尽管她是一个他完全没有见过的一个人 --- 他甚至可以假设这个人的不存在。

一早起来，不散步不做运动没关系，他享受那几秒钟的心跳加速，觉得那比任何费力的体操都有效。

他笑了，一副很满足的表情。

“今天下午再打开来看看...希望她在那一头也一样的在惦记着我，更希望下一次上网会再见到她!”他是这样告诉自己的。

然后他就关机了。

在世界的另一端，她松了口气 ---- 终于暂时不用下线状态了。


He started up his computer, only to look at the photo on his desktop background. Perhaps that's his happiest moment in a day.

He admitted that he's got nothing, and the only comfort he can get was from that photo of hers on his desktop; even though she is someone that he had never met --- he could even assume that not such person exists.

It's alright if he was not doing any exercise every morning, for him, he enjoyed that few seconds of accelerating heart pounding, which he thought as a more effective method than any kinds of exhausting physical exercise.

He smiled, his expression full of satisfactory.

"I'll open it up this afternoon and have a look again... I only hope she is missing me as much on her end, and also hope that she will miss me as much as I do!" thus he thought to himself.

Then he turned off his machine.

On the other side of the world, she sighed in relief ---- at last, a short moment that she could stay out of invisible mode.